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There isn't much to tell in my life today other than the fact that I am on the verge of throwing something. AOL must have the slowest dial up in the history of dial up!! I click a page, go and wash a whole sink load of dishes, come back, and it is still loading!! It is ridiculous!! I feel like throwing something, or breaking something, or just flat out crying!! Answering my messages is turning into an all day job!! How is a gal supposed to run a coven and keep up with her members and such in this kind of situation?! It is just GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
In other news, the house is about as clean as I can make it, and I have drawn up the plans for my new house. It is going to be a gorgeous 5 bedroom 3 and a half bath place! Plenty of room for me and all my kids too!! Mark made me leave plenty of room in the layout to add a couple of rooms on for his family when they come to visit too. He is also hoping (tho he never says it) that one day his son will want to get to know him and maybe visit.
On a scary note, Mark had another premonition. He thinks I am or will soon be pregnant again. I am not sure I could handle that right now with everything else going on. Last time he had one it came true, in fact, everytime he has one of his "feelings" it comes true.
I finally got moved to missouri!! We got in last friday at 2 am and automatically started working. As of now here is our progress:
*Hot water
*a toilet that works
*washer and dryer both running again
*bathtub that works
*5 yrs worth of crud out of the kitchen and bathroom
*all the trash out of the house and the trash burning begun.
I feel awful about how upset I am that my parents let this house get into this condition. There isn't much I can do about their personal habits but I can try right? I am in the process of looking for two single wide trailers for us all to move into while Mark and I tear down this house and just start over. I was hoping to be able to save this house but there is no chance of that. I can stand in my old bedroom on the second floor and see stars. My brothers old room is the same way.
YAY!!! does that mean you gonna be on line more now Sis?
What a F*&*ing Week!!
19:24 Jul 23 2009 Times Read: 643
I was talking to my exhusband on the phone the other day and he told me about a friend of ours that got into a car accident and didn't survive. Matt happened to be my brothers wifes brother (if that make sense). I naturally let my brother break the news to his wife but the house was upset for a couple days (she still is). Well, it gets worse. I was packing the truck for the last run..the big one to Missouri..last night..and my father called and told me that my dearest cousin had died of a massive heart attack Thursday night. Exactly one week apart I have lost two people that actually meant something to me. I went on a mini bender last night. I am not sure I can handle all this stress right now.
*Big squishy hug*....yes you can handle it hon, I know you can.
To Camp or Not To Camp
17:47 Jul 18 2009 Times Read: 649
My husband and one of his friends tried to set up a camping trip for all of us. It would have gotten us out of the house for the weekend so I was all for it. Then Dennis starts changing plans every two minutes. That right there is Mark's biggest pet peeve. He is a major planner!! So we get to the campsite, and let me tell ya it was pathetic, and by that time my poor husband is soo pissed that he just dropped Dennis and his stuff off and we left. So now it is an extra few days in this house, and it took my husband the 45 minute drive back to calm down. Last time I saw him that pissed was when my ex took my daughter and twisted her to the point that she won't even talk to me.
Ok, I have this minor irritation these days called a sister in law. She sits on her 300 lb ass and asks me to vaccum..do laundry..cook her family their meals!! Ok people!! And she wonders why she can't lose any weight!! My brother is almost as bad too. He just grounded the boys for playing while hanging up the laundry on the clothes line..first off: they are little boys!! they are going to play!! and for gods sakes get off your ass and do your own damn laundry!! They are LITTLE BOYS and shouldn't have to do all the fucking housework anyways!! The sucky thing is I can't do anything about the situation here, because it isn't my situation..so I just stay in my room or out of the house..but the day I drive away from this hell, the day I finally get to move to my new house..they are gonna fuckin hear a lot of shit that is going to keep them from talking to me for a very long time!! I am not even sure I will be sorry about that.
July 15th, A day they should take off the calendar!!
18:09 Jul 15 2009 Times Read: 659
My day started at 12:01 with a midnight showing of the new Harry Potter movie. The ticket was my birthday present from my brother. I love how the potter crap always comes out on my birthday..so every year that it does..guess what I get? LOL. I like hp but come on people!! I would much prefer gallons of paint and tile and carpet and all the stuff I am going to need to set my new house in order!! HAHAHA
It was a good movie, for what it was. It would have been nice if they had at least pretended to read the book before they made the movie. The two are NOTHING alike!! *Sigh* I guess we can't have everything.
My husband got me the perfect bday present!! In my port you will see new pics where I am wearing a T-shirt that says "Fight Like A Girl". He bought one for my daughter for my birthday. So now we have matching shirts and it is one I know she is just gonna LOVVVE!!! She is such a girly tomboy!! She will beat the crap outta someone and do it without breaking a nail hahaha!! I just can't wait til the 26th when I can give it to her!!
Last night we got half of our stuff moved into my brothers house. We are going to spend the last few weeks we have in this state here at Tom's to save some money. This is all very understandable reasoning but I hate it anyway. I said something about my coven and my brother went off on a tangent about how he "didn't know how anyone could be so retarted as to believe that vampires, werewolves, or witchcraft could be real". The first words out of my mouth after that was "Congrats, you have now proved I am the smarter of us two kids". I went on to point out that everyone was entitled to their own opinion and only when you start trying to force others to believe you opinion do we end up with such things as the Civil War and the war that has been going on in the Middle East for a thousand plus years.
Saying nothing about vampires and werewolves because I just got here, don't wanna get kicked out already, I happened to point out that witchcraft has been being practiced since before the birth of Christ and that so many people over so long a time could not all be suffering from the same delusion. I finished my rant with these words, because I knew they would upset him but that they would also make him shut up and think for a minute before he decided to take up a topic he knew nothing about "Congratulations Tom, You are just like our father".
At that point I got up, put out my cigarette, and came back into my room for bed. Point made and hopefully taken. Now I just got to make it through the next month without killing him.
It has been three days now without internet. I am going to go insane!! I got the cable transferred to the new place, tomorrow, just gotta hold out til then. Problem is, my sister in law is taking over. She told me they would pay the bill from now until everyone moves...but I am not gonna hold my breath! I personally believe that they will just let the bill run sky high-and in my name! I am to the point where I don't care though. I miss everyone so much. I want to be able to get on for more than the two minutes I was on today (got on while cleaning the old apartment). I would also like to be able to post this to my journal before anyone goes poking into my personal computer and sees it.
I can not believe my sleazeball (now ex) landlord! He was trying to move someone in while we were still trying to take our stuff out!! Literally carrying things out of the apartment and someone showed up all pissy cause we weren't out yet and he had just rented it, and was expecting to get in today!!
It is bad enough I have had to manage to squeeze a whole houseful of stuff into one room..with my bed and all..but now I had this headache! I may have to kill someone before too long..just to stay in practice.
The dressed me up in pink!! Good cause or not that is just pure torture!! We were selling these t-shirts to help raise money for breast cancer and naturally they were pink..I was wearing one of the shirts and that should have been enough but NOOOOO!! The put me in piggytail braids with PINK extensions!! Makeup!! It was aweful!! The things I do for a good cause!!
I am walking around a nearly empty house right now. It practically echoes. I got most of our furniture sold and while everything is in disarray I have to stop and make myself realize that all of this is for the best. I may be moving again, but this time it is to somewhere that I belong, and that will belong to me.
The hardest part of this move for me will be the time I am gone from VR again. I was gone for almost a year last time, lost touch with so many people then. This time, I am leaving friends that mean more to me than last time, because they cared enough last time to not write me off, to stay in touch every chance they could.
I know I will be able to get on every so often, but not like right now when I am on all day. For those who will miss me, who will see me infrequently darkening the VR halls, who will wonder "hey, what happened to so and so", remember that I love all of you and will be on as often as I can.
I ahve a question for you...do youw ant to help find me a doner off of here?
Yeah, welcome to my world! I did try to go on and explain all the safety stuff, but since this is not the first conversation I have had with this person I can tell you that they didn't listen.
LOL...I think the latest VR thingy is kinda cool..I got this really cool MASTER thingy under my avi on the "Who's Online" page now..
Ok, so I am so bored that this little bit of random crap made me laugh..and my first thought was..Don't tell the hubby hehe..He likes to think he is the master!!
Of course I wonder how many with this title will get messages along the lines of 'please spank me master ive been a bad boy/girl'
When you view this clip you'll get a good feel or what happens to an airplane when it hits a concrete wall. The passenger jets that hit the WTC towers and Pentagon were doing 600 mph!!!
Many of you may have seen the Michael Mooresque web site that asks the question; 'If it's true that a Boeing airliner hit the Pentagon, what happened to all the parts of it?
Why did we not find more pieces of it? Where did all that mass GO? Well, for those who question what happened to all the mass of that airplane', watch.
It's an Air Force engineering test of a concrete barrier that was to surround a nuclear reactor dome, to see if it would indeed survive an aerial attack..
With the high speed cameras rolling, they attached an F-4 Phantom to the sled and then pumped up the speed to 500 MPH. and... 'What happens when an 'Unstoppable Force'
757 - 155FT long, 124FT Wingspan - each engine weighs upwards of 43,000LBS.
The test was running it into a wall designed to absorb and withstand this impact. Not just fortified, concrete walls of a mulit-story building which would give way much easier.
And the video doesn't really show us what is left in the aftermath... yes, it looks like it is completely vaporized but the video does not go on to show "after the dust settles."
Remember, the 757's that hit the towers were probably traveling the same speed into a much lighter structure and there was plenty of recognizable debris from the planes ejected in the impact...
But Officer....
22:09 Jul 01 2009 Times Read: 718
Can you imagine this guy going 80-mph on his way to Dallas with these balloons trailing a few yards behind him?
Instructions for a fun time on the interstate..............
I put my story in my journal, but no you can't see it. It violates TOS. I don't even have to read the TOS to tell ya that.
In other news, I got more projects going than anyone should have to have, and more people come up to me every day going can you do this can you do that..I am tired people!! I just want to be able to come onto the site to have fun.
Phew! I feel better now, and so now back to work..cause in truth I don't mind until I feel like I am gonna drown in it..then I rant and then Im all good.
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Sinora
15:11 Aug 02 2009
Ohhh keep us posted on the baby thing hon lol